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Age: 21
Height: 172cm
Weight: 81 kg

Dress Size: 42/L

Highest Weight: 87kg
Lowest Weight: 71kg

Goal Weight: 60kg

Favorite Diet Food: Vihreä tee, Zero, jogurtti 40kcal/100g, kurkku

Favorite Binge Food: Leipä!

Favorite Exercise: En oikeastaan pidä mistään mutta sanotaan vaikka lenkkeily

Favorite Thinspo: Julkkisten sellaset paparazzi kuvat jossa ihan normi vaatteet päällä ja real girl thinspot

Where Do You Slip Up: Huonon päivän jälkeen ja riippuen monista jutuista

When Did It Start: 2 vuotta sitten

Does Anyone Know: Tietää että laihdutan muttei miten

Do You Want Help: EN!

How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day: 0-1000kcal riippuen päivästä

What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror: FAT!

Are You In A Relationship: Kyllä

Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends: Tällainen läskipallo

Are You Depressed: Hiukan ehkä

Ever Tried To Commit Suicide: Kyllä

Ever Been To A Psychologist: Kyllä

I AM -
[x] anorexic
[] ednos
[x] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[x] starving yourself
[] participating in a fast


PEOPLE -
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[] say I’m skinny

[ ] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[] force me to eat
[] say I eat too much
[] wish I’d eat more
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic


I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[] I could stop being ana/mia

I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[] being weak
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

EMBARRASSMENT
[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[] I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[] I've woken up crying

[x] I've lost weight
[x] I've gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me.


[ ] I'm at my thinnest
[] I'm at my biggest
[] I've lost weight and kept it off
[x] I've lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily

[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I'm hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I've skipped a meal
[x] I've thrown food away
[x] I've spit food out
[x] I've fasted
[] I've taken diet pills
[] I've used laxatives
[x] I've purged

[] I exercise
[] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[] I exercise to counteract eating
[] I've fainted from exhaustion

I've done:
[x] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x] Anti-depressants
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[x] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other

[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I condone pro-ana/mia sites

[x] I count calories
[x] I've had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food

[x] I want to be this way
[] I don't want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] Being thin is my top priority
[x] I don't want to get better
[] I am in treatment

[x] I'm doing this for me
[x] I'm doing this for someone
[x] I'm doing this to prove myself